10.13.2005

Oh, No...

I believe, for the first time in my life, I am tasting regret.

9.02.2005

Sanctified

It's all gone.


I don't know what to do.


I'm trying to get it back.


But it's so hard.



My body aches, I haven't held you in so long.
My heart is constantly fading.
I can't sleep without you next to me.
I can't eat without knowing you are coming home.

It hurts so much.
It hurts so much.
It hurts so much.


I still dream of lips I never should have kissed

8.31.2005

Nothing Seems Worth Saving

I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
all used and beaten up
watching fate as it flow down the path we
have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me

if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what we fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther I fall I'm beside you
as lost as I get I will find you
the deeper the wound I'm inside you
for ever and ever I'm a part of

you
and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

all that we were is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow

you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and I'm the king
nothing else means anything

8.29.2005

Irony

I have discovered nothing.
I have gained no new knowlege.
I have not changed.

There is nothing to be done.
Nothing to be changed.
Nothing to learn.

From any of this.

That's what I have learned.





Why did you have to come back today. Today of all days. There was nothing else you could have done to hurt me. But come back.

7.22.2005

Wild & Crazy

It's times like these when you know who your friends are.

7.18.2005

Hey, Here We Are

Completely.
And utterly.
Apathetic.

Now, I'm just tired. Worn out.

Worn thin.


Whatever.

6.28.2005

Queen Hate, at Your Service

This day is at it's dullest.
I have nothing to do but sip my green tea and dwell.
Dwell on the past.
Because that's all I do.
Right?
You know me oh so well, so this must be all I do.